Metamorphosis of human experience into visual art and narrative

Influences, myths and drawings

Mythology: Ariadne’s story

In mythology, Ariadne was the daughter of King Minos of Crete and his wife Pasiphae. Ariadne fell in love with the courageous and noble hero from Athens, Theseus, who had been sent to Crete to kill the Minotaur. Theseus was one of a group of youths and maidens who were to be fed to the Minotaur, who was half man, half bull. According to the myth, it was actually Ariadne who helped Theseus escape the labyrinth, which was the Minotaur’s lair, by supplying the hero with a ball of thread so that he could navigate the twisting passages of the maze. The king of Crete had asked Daedalus to build the particular labyrinth and it was said that anyone who entered it was doomed to be devoured by the Minotaur because once inside, one would go endlessly along its paths without ever finding the way out. Theseus was able to eventually find and kill the Minotaur and then escape from the maze by rewinding the thread Ariadne had given him. She then fled her homeland with him when he sailed back to Athens. There are many different versions of the rest of Ariadne’s story. In one version, she was abandoned by Theseus on the island of Naxos while she was sleeping on the shore. Interestingly, Theseus ends up marrying Ariadne’s younger sister, Phaedra, who then falls in love with his son, Hippolytus, and ends up committing suicide when she is rejected, but this is the theme of another Greek myth, which inspired a play composed by the Greek dramatist and poet Euripides. Another version suggests that while she was lamenting her fate, the god Dionysus appeared and rescued her. The couple then married and had three sons. In another version of this myth, after arriving at Naxos, Ariadne was killed by Artemis (the Greek goddess of hunting and other things). Another story, which is more favourable to Theseus, suggests that Ariadne was seasick, and he left her on the shore to recover while he returned to the ship to do repair work, but then a violent wind carried him out to sea. On his return he found that Ariadne had died. In any case, Ariadne was worshipped in many places and her influence spread from Crete to the Cycladic islands, Chios, Lemnos, Cyprus, Athens, and especially, Argos in the Peloponnese.

This powerful and complex myth of the Greek heroine Ariadne has been a favourite for artists and poets across time and her legend has inspired many interpretations by poets and has influenced many painters. Poets, painters, playwrights and composers, like Ovid, Strauss, Eliot, Titian and others, have all been fascinated by the story of Ariadne and each has adapted it. Especially, renaissance art drew heavily upon classical mythological figures, because they believed that the myths contained wisdom and many underlying messages. In ancient Greece, as elsewhere, myths and tales about gods and heroes did not only serve the purpose of entertainment, but were part of the religion, and like all myths and religious stories they defined the culture and values of the people and reflected society. Myths also helped people deal with their fears and the things they could not explain. The heroes and gods in Greek mythology are recognizably human and their stories tell of people who are not necessarily good or noble. The characters can be excessively selfish, vengeful or cruel. Those that disobey the gods may experience tragic consequences and others are mere pawns in the hands of these capricious gods, and their worth is usually measured in how they respond to injustices and adversities. Many myths contain an archetypal hero or heroine, who is usually born under unusual circumstances, often leaves family or birth place and experiences traumatic events, which at some point force him or her to embark on a quest of self exploration and knowing. Finally, after many battles and suffering there is usually atonement or discovery of family and restitution, like in Theseus’ story. This journey may always be hard, but the traveller is transformed in the course of this voyage.

The complex myth of Ariadne is powerful because it contains many themes and a lot of creative metaphors and interpretations, and moreover, it seems timeless. The Minotaur, who is the master of the labyrinth, is one character of this myth. One interpretation of this type of story is that the monster must be slain, in order to allow the hero to discover the treasure or to reveal buried and guarded secrets. The Minotaur may represent whatever prevents us from thriving and being free. It could symbolize our deepest fears or negative internalized messages, which keep us locked from our potential and alienated from our self. The maze may symbolize our journey of self exploration and quest for the truth and it could also represent our inner experience and workings of the mind. And like in real life we often need to find our way through a labyrinth in order to heal or liberate our self or our creativity and get to know our true self. The Ancient Greeks valued ‘self-knowledge’ (αυτογνωσία). Socrates was the one who said that ‘the unexamined life is not worth living’ and the famous phrase ‘know thyself’. He also said ‘I am not an Athenian or a Greek, but a citizen of the world’ something that is worth remembering in contemporary Greece. Anyway, in life we may take wrong turns, get lost or, hit walls (not necessarily brick ones), we may be manipulated and disorientated, we may lose sight of what is important or the undermining dynamics taking place around us, before we eventually find our creative treasure at the core of our self that will allow us to achieve higher levels of knowing and clarity. The thread could be viewed as a symbol of inspiration, a guiding light or the wisdom that helps us navigate this voyage. Sometimes we may look in the wrong places, when all we need is that piece of string to begin our quest, which of course is not easy to find in the first place, and it is always good to have loved ones who can stand by us along this less travelled road. Also, once we find our thread it requires courage and determination to embark on the journey, and as we all travel through figurative and literal labyrinths in our lives, we may often lose sight of the thread, which connects us to our true self and our strengths and to those we truly love and are connected to. The thread eventually helps us restore, reunite and rewrite our life narrative. The heroine of this story uses Theseus’ actions to leave her homeland, Crete, behind and to free herself and find her place in life in another land. She is clever enough to come up with a way for Theseus to find his way out of the labyrinth. In fact, her ball of thread could be viewed as a metaphor for the cleverness and intuition which guides her in finding a solution to the problem of escaping the labyrinth. It could be suggested that she is really the one who defeats the labyrinth. Moreover, in the myth Ariadne misses the boat, and this abandonment initially devastates her, but it also changes her destiny for the best. Finally, Theseus’ story is also rich in symbolism, messages and information about what the Ancient Greeks valued and what their society was like, and it could be the content of a future post.

Tonya Alexandri, March, 2015

The pencil drawings below are some of the many I have sketched and drawn across time. What these drawings all have in common seems to be that they all depict someone or something that has influenced me in one way or another, like snapshots of experience. It may be pet, a photo, an artwork, a book, a song, a poem, a musician, a poet or an artist. It may be an image from the many stories I’ve been told or a scene from the many films I have watched in various contexts…. I know that films by the Swedish director, Ingmar Bergman, have had an impact on me and scenes and symbolism from Bernarndo Bertolucci’s epic yet ‘raw realistic’ film, 1900, has surfaced in my artwork, to mention but a few. These drawings, some sketched on rough wrapping paper or any kind of paper that was available in the moment also seem to represent life periods in terms of jobs I did, places I lived, music I listened to, books I read, people that had some positive or negative impact on me, and people I have loved. Our life is made up of every little thing, no matter how small or insignificant, it may seem at the time. Every routine or action, every achievement, hobby, interest and like, every small talent and capacity, every loss, betrayal, trauma and injustice suffered, every battle fought, won and lost, every dream realised and cancelled, every place visited and every border crossed, every wall torn down and every wall crashed upon, every person I have connected to in some way or other and every right and wrong decision. In the end they are all part of the thread that connects me to myself and others across time and they are all part of my life story.

Tonya Alexandri, March, 2015

In these more recent pages of this website I have been posting pencil and ink drawings as part of this ongoing online art project.

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Russian child with ribbon (inspired by a black and white photo published in a magazine that I did some translation work in my twenties)  

1_0001A pencil and charcoal drawing of the Greek painter Yiannis Tsarouchis (I have used pencil and charcoal)

Animal symbols and metaphors in art and literature and the politics of injustices and abuse

Animal symbols and tales of avarice, injustice and discrimination

Animal symbols have been used extensively in expressive arts, myths, fables and children’s stories because they convey so much and create vivid images and rich associations. Exercises that involve drawing animals can be used in (psycho) therapy with children, family therapy or art therapy and can facilitate the healing process and deeper understanding. Specifically, the octopus image below is part of a series of quick pen drawings I made in 2005 and used as an art journal page. Additionally, I think that I am not alone in finding the octopus a powerful symbol to express sensations and overwhelming emotions of constriction. However, for me it is also an image that can powerfully depict dynamics and politics of tangible injustices and outright violations, especially, if prolonged trauma and violations have occurred across time. Of course, one’s interpretation of images, metaphors and symbols are all context dependent and each individual’s meaning making is unique and the result of one’s life experience and social context. The following paragraph could be the accompanying text to the drawing of the octopus below.

The octopus encages its victim, like an ever-seeing, ever-present creature or structure of constant interferences and losses. And although it may often be elusive and slippery like the texture of a live, wet octopus caught in the sea, it still has the potency to rap itself around its chosen object like a constrictor – a firm and elusive grip at the same time. Then as the octopus grows in size and volume and as its life span increases it takes up more and more space, threatening to totally engulf its victim. Yet often the victim, no matter how oblivious it may be to certain aspects of its suffering, struggles frantically to escape the grip, to overcome the battering and losses, to set boundaries, to understand more, fight for justice, and eventually move on. The tentacles could represent areas and aspects of violations and losses, but they may simultaneously represent the guards of the original driving force. The image of the octopus, its head and tentacles, respectively, could also represent past and current victimization and the hidden dynamics. However, an image of an octopus can conjure up a totally different picture and produce completely different associations, at least for those familiar with Greek cuisine and a sense of humour, which is always welcome and helpful. In Greece octopus is a popular chewy delicacy, served in almost every seaside tavern. It is usually prepared by first beating the octopus and then chopping it up into small pieces before thoroughly washing, in order to remove the sand from its tentacles. Only then is it ready to cook. It is often sprinkled with vinegar and accompanied with ouzo, which is a drink similar to the Italian grappa.

To sum up, survivors’ artwork may often contain common symbols and their meaning making of certain images may also be similar. I do discuss this elsewhere in the site. Moreover, trauma survivors, across contexts, may tend to use similar images and metaphors to express pain or other experiences and we may at times all use similar metaphors or symbols to describe pain, loss, grief, anxiety, anger or fear. Theodor Kallifatides depicts his grief vividly in the following short extract of his book Η Όλγα της Αγάπης. ‘I knew exactly how big my sadness (grief) was, but I couldn’t do anything about it. My sadness was not a cocoon that would reveal a butterfly. It was me hiding in my grief like a little boat in a bottle’. In my book Let me be I too have depicted an aspect of me encased in a bottle; however, not to express grief and sadness only, but much more. The image of me encased in a bottle initially surfaced in my mind, spontaneously, as I was processing experience, sensations and emotions. It is important for those doing the arduous work of re-examining the past and dealing with trauma and violations to re-evaluate and re-processes material – art or any other form and product of expression – so that deeper understanding may take place as our meaning making often changes as time goes by.

Tonya Alexandri, March, 2015

Scan57Politics and dynamics of injustices and law violations

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Greek myths and a collection of stamps

A  Frogs, lies and violation of rights

Scan56B  Eggs

Scan56aC  The tangible

Scan56bD  Greek myths and a collection of stamps

Fortunately, art, writing and symbols provide means to express experience and narrate stories, and additionally, for survivors of trauma and injustices, these means additionally allow them to set boundaries, increase safety, and finally, restore and reclaim.

When I settled on a small island, which was to become my home for many years, I was told myths and stories about Greek ancient gods, whom I must confess, could be mighty misogynists, excessively cruel, malicious, vengeful, and murderous, at times and their philosophy was definitely not ‘live and let live’. On the contrary, they abused power more often than not and enjoyed interfering with other people’s lives and destiny. I actually remember when I first arrived I was given a book (by Asimina – a woman who initially befriended me) on Greek mythology as a gift, in English, so that I could better assimilate the myths and messages, since I was not a local and was also quite ignorant concerning Greek mythology, having received my early education in another country.

One such myth that very often comes to mind is that of Artemis, the daughter of Zeus and Leto, and the twin sister of Apollo. Artemis was the goddess of the wilderness, hunting and wild animals, fertility and childbirth and was armed with a bow and arrows. She was also often depicted with the crescent of the moon above her forehead. Her main vocation was to roam mountain forests and uncultivated land with her nymphs hunting down animals and mortals on occasion. Her sacred animal was the deer, which she both protected and hunted down. She was definitely a goddess of many contradictions, for she both protected and saw to the well-being, safety and reproduction of animals and hunted them. Similarly, she protected infants and women in child labour, but it was also said that her arrows brought them sudden death. Together with her brother she killed all of Niobe’s (a mortal) children. Like her brother Apollo she healed, while she also spread serious diseases, such as, leprosy. Artemis was above all very protective of her purity and gave grave punishment to anyone who attempted to dishonour her or her nymphs. For instance, while Actaeon was out hunting, he accidentally saw Artemis and her nymphs bathing naked in a pool. Incensed by this, she transformed him into a stag, and furthermore, set his own hounds upon him, which killed him unaware that the stag was their master. Artemis was very possessive and vengeful and she would show her wrath to anyone that disobeyed her laws and wishes. Even the great hero, Agamemnon, came upon the wrath of Artemis, when he killed a stag in her grove. Artemis punished him by becalming the sea while he was sailing towards Troy. In order to bring back the winds, she asked him to sacrifice his daughter, Iphigenia. Some versions of this myth say that he sacrificed Iphigenia; others suggest that Artemis exchanged a deer in her place, and took Iphigenia to the land of the Tauri (the Crimea) as a priestess. Another myth says that one day Hercules’s uncle asked him if he were ready for his third feat. Specifically, he asked him to bring him Artemis’ sacred deer alive. This deer ran as fast as the wind, had golden antlers and was believed to have the ability to lure people far into a strange land, from which they could not return. Artemis was similarly harsh with the nymphs that disobeyed her. She turned Callisto into a bear and then killed her with her arrow because she had allowed Zeus to seduce her and had given birth to his child. Finally, Artemis was worshiped in most Greek cities as a secondary goddess, but to the Greeks in Asia Minor (modern day Turkey) she was a prominent deity and was depicted as a fertility goddess, whereas, in mainland Greece she is mostly depicted as a huntress.

Tonya Alexandri – March, 2015