A painting, an ant farm, a lion’s roar, the trance of unworthiness and a newspaper meditation (Edited)

“The practice of meditation, or coming into presence, is described as having two wings. The wing of mindfulness allows us to see what is actually happening in the present moment without judgment. The other wing is heartfulness or love — holding what we see with tenderness and compassion. You might think of it as two questions: What is happening right now? and Can I be with this and regard it with kindness? These are the two wings that we cultivate to be able to wake up out of the trance of unworthiness — out of the spacesuit self — and sense that gold that’s shining through.” Tara Brach, PhD

Today I’m posting the painting I have been working on quite intensively this month, which I am letting go of so that I can hopefully move on to something new next week (currently I have decided to prioritize expressing more ideas and content than spending a great length of months on one artwork).

I am also sharing short extracts from Dr Tara Brach’s new book; Trusting the Gold.

The first extract is a tender story related to ants and her then young son, which reminded me of my own son when he was little. When my son was three I bought him a book with the title: Stories Fom Our House written by Richard Tulloch and illustrated by Julie Vivas. For the next couple of years it was a favourite read. One of these stories was about ants: “The ants came into our house, marching in a line. A long brown line of ants, some of them coming and some of them going ….” We ended up learning most of the stories by heart and leaving a little food outside our house for the ants. Later I used the story to create grammar worksheets to practise past tenses for my son and students.

Tara Brach writes: “When my son, Narayan, turned six, I gave him a gift that I knew would feed his curiosity about the natural world. Called an ant farm, this “kit” provided a view into the activities of living ants. Fascinated, he watched for hours. He named several and followed their efforts as they hurried back and forth, digging a network of tunnels and carrying food to store away. Watching the ant farm together became part of our daily ritual. One day a few weeks later, Narayan arrived home from school deeply upset. On the playground some of the kids had made a game of stepping on ants. He was horrified that they could be hurting, even killing, some of these amazing creatures that he had come to know and admire. We sat down together, and I held him as I explained that his friends didn’t have ant farms so they hadn’t had a chance, like he did, to get to know what ants are really like. I told him that when we pay attention to any living beings, we get to see how they move and relate to each other, how they are hungry, and what they are looking for. We find out that they are real and that, like us, they want to stay alive. As he listened intently, I told him that if his classmates ever paid really close attention to ants, they wouldn’t hurt them anymore. Narayan turned to me and said, “I want to have them all over, so they can meet my ants.”

The next extract is about how she turned reading the newspaper into a meditation.

She writes: “I’d open the newspaper and find myself feeling anger and hostility toward those in government who were beating the drums of war……… I was increasingly aware that the hostility I was feeling in my own mind was actually another form of violence. And yet I needed to stay engaged; I needed to do something, to take some kind of action. Since I wasn’t going to stop reading the newspaper, I decided to make it into a meditation. Each morning I would open the paper, check out the headlines, read a few paragraphs . . . then pause. I’d notice my reactions— the thoughts and feeling of outrage. I’d allow the experience to move in my mind and body, not denying or feeding it, just witnessing the response I was having to the latest reports. I began to see that when I opened to the full force of the anger I was feeling, I could sense within it fear for our world. And as I opened to the fear, it unfolded into grief for the suffering and devastation that was inevitable in war. And out of the grief arose a deep caring for all the beings— humans and animals and trees— that would be harmed by the violence we were moving toward…… By holding my feelings of anger and frustration with “radical acceptance,” I could find my way to the caring that gives rise to wise action. Acceptance of whatever arises in us in the present moment is not a passive act. Rather, this engaged, mindful presence allows us to respond to our world from our deepest compassion and wisdom….”

Finally, I’ll share another little story about my son that came to mind by another piece in the book. After we had watched Lion King enough times, we were intrigued by the lion cub’s attempts to learn to roar and talked about how sometimes we too need, like the little lion, to practise breathing out our own kind of human roar so that we may come into contact with our own voice, strength and courage.

Tara Brach writes: “Let yourself imagine what it would be like to live every day with the Lion’s Roar, trusting that whatever arises, including the greatest losses and the deepest fears, has the potential to awaken wisdom and love.”

Soma / Σώμα   (continued….)

“Our fascia is central to our awareness of our body in space and our awareness of all that is happening inside our body. This connective tissue literally encircles and encases our whole body, connecting, stabilizing, supporting, and protecting the cells, bones, muscles, organs, brain, nerves, arteries, and veins and the entire body as a unit.….. The fascia can be considered to be one of our richest sensory organs. ….. The sensory nerve endings embedded within the fascia contribute to both interoception (how we feel inside ourselves) and proprioception (our awareness of our body in space). So when we “go inside” to find out what is happening in our body, it is the interoceptive capacity of the sensory nerves in our fascia that tells us that our stomach is tight, or our jaw or our toes are clenched, or our back is aching. We use proprioception when we notice our posture, balance, and movement relative to gravity….” Dr Susan McConnell (posted July 5th)

This piece today is related to recent posts and based on Dr Arielle Schwartz’s article, Fascia and the Vagus Nerve. In this article Dr Arielle Schwartz considers how fascia plays a key role in building up resilience and suggests that we can nourish and rehydrate our fascia and the vagus nerve (which plays an important role in communicating changes in fascia to our brain) by attending to our body and mind through sensory awareness, conscious breathing, mindful movement, stretching and massage.

In relation to the vagus nerve, Dr Schwartz writes that we could think of it as a bi-directional information highway between brain and body that helps regulate our autonomic nervous system. Stressful events engage our sympathetic nervous system through the fight or flight responses. The vagus nerve allows us to let go of fight or flight for the purpose of resting, digesting, and bonding with others during times of safety. However, in situations that are traumatic or life threatening, this vagal brake can lead to nausea, dizziness, or fainting. Concerning the fascia, also known as connective tissue, she describes it, as a fibrous web that houses 250 million nerve endings and extends into every structure and system of our body, from superficial layers under our skin and deeper layers that wrap around our bones and muscles. She discusses how fascia provides a nourishing and lubricating layer around our lungs, which intertwines with the layer of fascia around our heart. There is also protective connective tissue around our digestive organs and in our endocrine glands, and thus, it plays a role in transmitting hormones throughout our body. Hardening in the fascia occurs for many reasons: emotional stress; physical injuries; lack of movement; historical traumas. Also, some level of hardening occurs every night during sleep. Overtime if recovery does not take place it can present as chronic pain, systemic inflammation, chronic fatigue syndrome, muscular tension and other problems.

Schwartz writes that physical tension in our muscles and connective tissue is a protective layer, which in somatic psychology is termed “armoring”, and it is held as a form of memory that won’t release until one feels safe. She claims that when our body goes into some kind of shock we either move into freeze (tonic immobility) or faint (collapsed immobility) responses, but when these trauma responses don’t resolve we can lose the capacity to rhythmically expand and contract. In this case fascial “fuzz” can build up and we can lose our connection to our bodily sensations and be more likely to feel disconnected or dissociated. Dr Stephen Porges, who has developed the polyvagal theory, has coined the term neuroception. In brief, neuroception [I have recently referred to this in July 5th post] is the process by which the autonomic nervous system, automatically and without conscious awareness, scans for internal and external cues of threat and responds. This life saving process in times of danger can also heighten stress levels and lead to hypervigilance when trauma is not released. However, we can also engage in conscious neuroception by observing our body for signals that give us feedback about the state of our nervous system. Dr Schwartz writes: “By observing your body, you can determine if you are feeling calm and connected, keyed up in “fight or flight,” feeling frozen or feeling shut down and collapsed. Self-knowledge of your body and mind allows you to engage in strategies that bring you into an optimal zone of nervous system regulation.” Dr Schwartz suggests that if we need to upregulate our nervous system we can engage in movement and breath practices that help mobilization strategies to unwind from chronic freeze or faint responses. We can also explore how it feels to tune into cues of safety that allow us to initiate a “relaxation response.” She writes that when we are in an “optimal zone” of nervous system regulation we feel: more connected to ourself and others; curious about our inner experience and needs; an enhanced sense of clarity; compassionate; creative; joyful; courageous; empowered and confident.

Language  and social identity, healing through connection with animals, and a painting in progress

This week I was planning to post my current painting and write a bit about the painting process, but the art project is still in progress, and so, I thought I’d share some of the various things I’ve been looking at and listening to that might also interest people visiting this site.

1) A link: https://www.rickhanson.net/being-well-podcast-how-language-shapes-your-identity-with-dr-katherine-kinzler/ to an episode on the Wellbeing podcast with Forrest Hanson and Dr Katherine Kinzler about how language shapes our social identity and how we view other people. The key topics discussed are: the reasons that language is such an important signifier of identity and why the brain cares about categories; brain plasticity and early language acquisition; positive influence of bilingual exposure; language bias and dialectical prejudice and their consequences; what can be done to limit linguistic prejudice in diverse contexts and the need to talk to children about language. The podcast was of special interest to me since I acquired English, as a second language, at an early age, and also brought up my son bilingual, which gave me the chance to observe and experience a lot of what is discussed on the podcast first hand. Also, the podcast took me back in time to Henri Tajfel’s work, social psychology courses and exams.

Summarily, they discussed how the groups we belong to become an important part of our self concept. As they mentioned, we all tend to automatically divide the world into people like me and not like me. From an evolutionary perspective this fast prejudicial sorting helped our ancestors survive thousands of years ago, but it can lead to many cognitive biases, stereotyping, prejudice and other errors. Henri Tajfel proved that even minimal and insignificant differences were enough to make people display in group biases. He claimed that ‘….. when skin color, or height, or some facial traits of social ‘value’ are concerned, there will be marked sharpening of differences in the degree of these characteristics perceived as belonging to individuals who are assigned to different categories(1957)…. and that ‘if a group of individuals is perceived as different from the non-group of individuals, the perceived differences between those within the group and those outside the group will automatically be sharpened, and the differences perceived between the members of the group (i.e., intragroup differences), and between those outside the group will be lessened’. He also, cautioned against explaining phenomena like discrimination, racism or oppression at a psychological level alone. He wrote: ‘No psychologist who has a sense of proportion about the possibilities and the limitations of his discipline would claim that prejudice can be ‘explained’ and dealt with on the psychological level alone. This is an infinitely complex problem, and in its handling we need the cooperation of legislators, social workers, economists, historians, sociologists, psychologists and many others’ (1963). This could be relevant to the fundamental attribution error (FAE), mentioned on the podcast, which basically, refers to how we tend to over-estimate personality-based explanations for human behaviours and underestimate contexts and environmental influences.

On this podcast Dr Kinzler presents studies that have shown that we definitely also display biases in relation to languages and accents even from early childhood. Research demonstrates preferences for native-language speakers at a young age. Children do not only automatically categorize, but also internalise stereotypes, preferences and beliefs in their social contexts. One explanation inside an evolutionary psychology framework is that children preferentially evaluate others along dimensions that distinguished social groups in prehistoric human societies. She also discusses the benefits of bilingualism and the ease that young children pick up languages, and also how bilingual exposure could decrease linguistic prejudice. Dr Kinzler talks about the benefits to being raised in a multilingual environment and the fact that early exposure to multiple languages can enhance children’s communication skills, even when they are monolingual. She speculates that this might be because it enhances perspective taking, our ability to see things from someone else’s point of view.

More themes are touched upon on the podcast like homophily, the tendency in people to associate and bond with others they view “like them” and the theory of group behavior that seeks to understand how hierarchies of power are created and perpetuated within societal groups, where often one social group holds disproportionate power and enjoys special privileges over another and influences who gets access to what kinds of social resources. Unfortunately, injustices and oppression are then normalized through justifying them as being moral or handed down to us by God. They also make reference to Nicholas Christakis (I have devoted a previous post on one of his books), who found that even though your friends are not your relatives, they are likely to be as genetically similar to you as if they were your distant cousins. They discuss code switching, which is when someone moves from using different languages or dialects in different circumstances. For example, one might reverse to using the local dialect when returning back to their village.

2) An extract from Bruce D. Perry’s (M.D. Ph.D) forward in the e-book: Transforming Trauma: Resilience & Healing Through Our Connections With Animals edited by Philip Tedeschi and Molly Anne Jenkins, which is a compilation of essays that focuses on the capacity of human-animal interactions to play a central role in the therapeutic approach to trauma.

“……In studies of the effectiveness of therapy, one common (and most powerful) factor emerges: the capacity to form a helping relationship is the best predictor of outcomes independent of clinical technique or therapeutic perspective. Reflect a moment on the intense emotional connections between humans and animals—you may have one yourself.….. It stands to reason then, that the human-animal connection could be used for therapeutic purposes…… Another emerging, important factor in therapeutic work in trauma is the importance of regulation as a key factor in effective engagement. A dysregulated child (or adult) is difficult to connect with and impossible to reason with. And, of course, a sensitized, overly reactive stress response is a major characteristic of most trauma-related syndromes. This sensitization frequently interferes with the capacity to utilize any cognitive dominant interventions. The organization of the central nervous system (CNS) is such that all sensory input (read as “all experience”—including therapeutic engagement) first is processed and, if appropriate, acted on by lower, more reactive networks in the brainstem and diencephalon before limbic and cortical networks have a chance to process or act. This means a clinician attempting to engage a dysregulated individual with these lower neural networks on hyperdrive will be fundamentally frustrated. The sequence of engagement dictated by our neuroanatomy is to regulate first, then relate, and then reason. Our capacity to get to the most important and most “human” part of our brain depends upon a minimal level of regulation. Enter man’s co-evolutionary partners, the dog and horse. In the codependent evolution of humankind and animals, dogs, specifically, were major regulators for humans. For possibly 32,000 years, humans and dogs have depended upon each other. When a known dog is present and projecting nonverbal, nurturing signals, part of the human brain knows “the camp is safe.” Dogs, with their superior capabilities in hearing and smell, expanded the sensory alarm radius for their human clan dramatically. Deep in our brain we know that if the dog is relaxed and playfully engaged, we are safe. The mere presence of a calm dog will calm us down. In contrast, a shift in vigilance or an alarm bark tells us something is afoot. Similar shifts in a horse’s behavior can have comparable impact on our regulatory state. The horse has been our co-evolutionary partner for less time than dogs, probably 8,000 years or so, but this capacity to read and respond to the subtle emotional cues of a human in ways that are regulating and reassuring is equally strong. Certainly, this co-regulatory capacity is a major component of therapeutic work with animals. A second and equally important regulating element of interacting with our animal partners is the impact that repetitive, rhythmic somatosensory….. Petting, grooming, riding, and walking with our animals will provide a powerful regulating rhythmic input that is known to calm a dysregulated individual. The combination, then, of human-animal connectedness to regulate and relationally engage (relate) provides a perfect matrix for the therapeutic process with an individual experiencing trauma. This is most helpful if the trauma has been in the context of early life relationships resulting in attachment problems; in these cases, the individual has developed human-specific relational evocative cues that can disrupt attempts to use traditional therapies that are relationally mediated. The client will be escalated and dysregulated by attempts to “connect.” In these situations, the animal-specific sensory cues that are present during the regulating and relationship-building processes are not “evocative” and disruptive. The client can engage, learn, grow, and heal in context of the human-animal relationship, preparing them for healthier human connectedness in the future…..”

3) Finally, I am also providing links to a Greek TV series, Πλάνα με Ουρά, in which we get to see how animals, especially, horses and dogs, can play a role in healing trauma and supporting physical conditions, as well as, facilitating self awareness.

a) In episode 10 at: https://www.ertflix.gr/ellinika-docs/plana-me-oyra-ep10/ there’s a part (37 min. onwards) about «Ιππόλυση», a center that rescues horses, which then help people through learning, healing and self-awareness sessions (ένα κέντρο που σώζει άλογα, τα οποία στη συνέχεια βοηθούν τους ανθρώπους μέσα από συνεδρίες μάθησης, θεραπείας και αυτογνωσίας).

b) In episode 12 at:https://www.ertflix.gr/ellinika-docs/plana-me-oyra-ep12/, there’s also a part (18 min. onwards) about the Therapeutic Equestrian Center of Serres, where children and adults with cerebral palsy, multiple sclerosis, severe neurological diseases, or mental retardation work with horses and staff (Στο Κέντρο Θεραπευτικής Ιππασίας Σερρών, παιδιά και ενήλικες με εγκεφαλική παράλυση, σκλήρυνση κατά πλάκας, σοβαρές νευρολογικές παθήσεις, αυτισμό ή νοητική υστέρηση συμμετέχουν σε συνεδρίες με ειδικούς και άλογα).